It is that time again that Mercury is in retrograde .. which is REALLY bad news for those who usually use their brains as a communication tool. Spirit has been really quiet for me these last couple of weeks as well, and even my studies were appearing more challenging than they did a few weeks before.
Thankfully Mercury’s Retrograde period will only last until 19th Feburary so at least I know it is only a short temporary energy glitch. Any plans you have just double check them, don’t undertake any new challenges but rather go over old plans and finish any oustanding projects 
This has got to be one of the most weirdest optical illusions I have ever done :). See if you can get the woman to spin either way - do you get the little buzz of joy when you do it too or is it just me reverting back to childhood? hehee. Enjoy!
Credit goes to: Science-Community with thanks
A few people ask about my family history and I have realised the “witchy” trait really does come down through the female line. My mother, who is extremely psychic never ceases to amaze people with what she knows, especially when something is wrong. My Nan, however, is another kettle of fish. Butter wouldn’t have melted in her mouth, but if you had ever crossed her you would know about it.
Although our family was very small we were all pretty close. I used to spend hours with my Nan when I was small and she would teach me so much about herbs and talk endlessly about the afterlife. I just took it all for granted though and never once thought she was different.
As I got older I realised she was indeed different. She always got what she wanted no matter what. Strange things would happen to people she upset but she was always so gentle and kind to me. She used an Ouija Board until my Grandfather burnt it one day when my Nan received a message through about a plane crash full of school children on a trip. Sadly, the message came true and my Grandfather no longer accepted her to contact spirit in his house again.
Years later, I had travelled the world and moved away. One of the most memorable times was on my wedding day. After my wedding I went to see her and gave her my flowers as she was too old and frail to come and my grandfather had already passed on years before. She was so happy to see me she wouldn’t let me go. She kept telling me that when she dies she promised me that she would let me know that life after death does exist. Not trying to let it ruin my day I told her that I would be happy for her to come back and let me know she is there.
A few years later I was having dinner when my eldest son developed a sickening smell around his aura. I had absolutely no idea what it was. I bathed him, it was still there. I bathed him and scrubbed him again but it was STILL there. It smelt like rotting flesh and was literally making me gag. However this smell wasn’t on his skin, it was around him and it remained for the night … the smell was actually coming from a few centimetres from his body. I had no idea what it was and as I was the only one who could smell it I thought I was going nuts! The next morning I received a call. I was told that my Nan had passed peacefully in her sleep over night.
I checked my son, the smell had gone but the smell could not have been my Nan because she was still alive at that time it first started. It could have only been my Grandfather trying to let me know he has come back to collect her - but I just didn’t make that connection at all.
A few days later just past 2am, one of my son’s baby toys went off for no reason. I got up to find it and it stopped. The following night it went off again, same thing, as soon as I got out bed it stopped. This continued on and on. I took the batteries out of that toy but the next night a different toy would go off. It got to the stage where my husband had to get out of bed, find the toy and empty the batteries… until one night after about 2 weeks of this going on I leaped out of bed, stood in the middle of the room and cursed. My Nan absolutely hated swearing but I had had enough, I had already realised early on it must have been her and although she did it also during the day, the 2am ritual of “boing boing boing” was just not acceptable.
From then on, after my anger, she never returned.
Weeks later I felt so lost and upset for swearing at her that I asked her to forgive me and to come back to let me know she is OK. Suddenly I felt tingly, and all around me were tiny sparkles, I knew she came back to say that everything is alright. The sparkles lasted a good few minutes, it felt like small electric pin heads all over my skin, I was literally bathed in this energy and I was very emotional. As I let her go and thanked her and told her how much I loved her, I wondered if she would ever come back again.
Sometimes she does but very rarely and yes it is always noisy when she makes an entrance … The most funniest thing is that she has NEVER come through on my Ouija Board to talk to me but my Grandfather has, on more than one occasion, despite him despising it during his life.
It isn’t just children who get night terrors although us big people usually call them bad or disturbing dreams. We all get bad dreams but what if the dreams don’t stop. Imagine … each night as soon as you fall asleep you are taken on a horrific journey. Forced to go places and see things that most people couldn’t even comprehend, let alone experience…
.. As more and more people are opening themselves up to the unseen influences they are forgetting the most important thing - protection. You should use your imagination and surround yourself and your loved ones in a protective light. Some people like to imagine an egg shape around them - or with me, I love using mirrors - so my own protection consists of a light of small tiny mirrors .. the good stuff can get in, but the bad stuff just gets reflected off.
There are negative energies out there that feed off human emotions. To name a couple are Succubus and Incubus. A Succubus is a female entity and and Incubus is a male entity, both feed off the energy of a sexual climax, which they themselves initiate usually when the victim is sleeping, if the victim wakes up they feel paralysed. If one is not aware of what is happening to them or how to deal with it, more often than not the entity will return each night to feed, paralysing their victims whilst they do so.
Other entities feed off other emotions such as fear. Again, it is easier to do this when the victim is asleep and in the form of nightmares. My mother was a victim for many months. She was taken night after night on terrifying journeys in her sleep and there was nothing she could do to prevent it. Any sleeping pills she took actually made it worse as it rendered her even more powerless.
Unfortunately, she didn’t tell me about these events until she phoned me one day and told me she can’t cope with it anymore, she can’t sleep properly and she is feeling more and more tired that she just doesn’t want to get out of bed in the mornings. We had a long chat about negs and we realised that she was under attack. From that day forward she has not been attacked since. Just the mere knowledge of what it was, was enough to send it on it’s way!
I found a great book by Robert Bruce which although can seem a little far fetched in places it most certainly brings to light what IS out there and what COULD happen. It walks you though scenarios and the best method to rid yourself of these beings. However, this book was written mainly for extreme cases, although I feel still important to have. Usually when the victim confronts the entity before even going to sleep and the victim is aware of what is happening, chances are the entity won’t stick around anyway and will move on.
Many, many people are coming to me with these types of problems, and even though I am no expert in this field, this is something that should be brought more out in the open and discussed.
Practical Psychic Self-defense:
Understanding and Surviving Unseen Influences by Robert Bruce
The photo is just a representation of what happened. I tried to recreate the incident as best as I could using photoshop to give you an idea of what it was like.
As per usual being woken up by bangs and taps I hauled myself out of bed one night around 3am and went to the bathroom. As I returned to my bedroom a ball of light, in between the size of a golf ball and a tennis ball literally flew out from my clothes area, shot in front of me, whizzed over my chest, halted for a split second at the side of my bed then flew full pelt across my bed and disappeared into the wall.
I have never experienced this before nor since, which is a shame because although it startled me, I didn’t feel threatened or worried at all. I stayed up most of that night trying to communicate in the hope it would return but it was long gone.
It was almost like I had startled it, like a bird in a bush, when you walk past you don’t see them but they see you and they fly out in a panic chirping away. OK, now this spirit didn’t chirp, but I did get the impression that I had frightened it as I came back into my room.
I guess I should learn to return to my bed a little more dainty and quietly at 3am instead of shuffling like a half dead zombie clambering back to my duvet-clad abode.
The main thing that I find surprising is that I built my house myself about 3 years ago. The house only has my energy in it, inside, in-between and out. I find it fascinating that even a new building with practically zero history can be so active - the ground it is built on is only farmer’s field land but I am wondering if anything was here centuries ago. The area I chose to live in has such a vibrant energy and one that I have never experienced anywhere else in the world. Could there be ancient stories of old that might shed some light on this energy and activity?
